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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:48 pm. |
| Mood: |  determined. |
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i have to go to school tomorrow :( it's so nice out
i think i'll go for a run.
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A - Age you got your first kiss: in 6th grade, so what is that 12?
B - Band listening to right now: u2
C - Crush:jeffrey
D - Dad's name: todd
E - Easiest person to talk to: Jeff and me mum
F - Favorite bands at the moment: incubus, the alkaline trio
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: da bears
H - Hometown: chi-town
I - Instruments: bass
J- Junior High: Stevenson
K - Kids: when i'm like 26
L - Longest car ride ever: 6 hours to Canada
M - Mom's name: Mary
N - Nicknames: none
O - One wish: to be on the conan o'brien show (as a guest)
P - Phobia[s]: none
Q - Quote: "May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face.
And may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars"
R - Reason to smile: my dorky boyfriend, my funny friends and loving family
S - Song you sang last: kelly clarkson "addicted"
T - Time you woke up [today]: 12:00
U - Unknown fact about me: i love boone's farm
V - Vegetable you hate: tomato
W - Worst habit(s): assuming
X - X-rays you've had: teeth
Y - Yummy food: cream of chicken from huck finn's
Z - Zodiac sign: Taurus
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Monday, February 7th, 2005
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"Addicted"
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
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| R | Radiant | | H | Hott | | E | Explosive | | A | Awesome |
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One random thing.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
7. How long we've known each other/been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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i wish it was friday ... i have show choir pratice today ...we're singing songs from the movie Chicago it's gonna be soooo fun going to new york and performing! well nothing new has been happenin i'm kinda on a role of good luck tho. last tuesday we had poker night at the schmits and I WON!! woohoo and then i went to mike's house and we played monopoly and i won again, mike thought we was gonna beat me ..ha
when i went to mike house his mom said my sister was there so i went to the back and i guess vinnie and them were having band practice and they all froze when i walked back there.it was odd but then i just went back to playing monopoly with jeff mike and jess.paul and tito came over a little later and somewhat watched the goose island show.i wish i was 21 :( everyone besides abby that i hang out with will be 21 soon or already is 21 it sucks! oh well a few more years well gotta get ready to go sing wish me luck ...ttfn
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Friday, January 7th, 2005
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i'm tired .. thank god its friday. why is there snow now after christmas .. i hate snow , i mean it's alright for christmas cause everything looks pretty and stuff but now its just cold ! yuck !
well yesterday show choir got our music we are gonna be singin in NEWYORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can believe that we'll be singing in new york and we'll be singin music from Chicago " all that jazz" ..i'm so exicited
well i gotta go get fitted for a dress for the dance later on this month
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| Time: | 3:05 pm. |
| Mood: |  chipper. |
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Hugged someone? yes
Gotten into a fight? yes
Cried? yes
Smoked? yea
Drank alcohol? too much especially the last day of 2004
Kissed someone on the cheek? of course
Reunited with an old friend? yea
Been suspended? never
Let something go? yes
Been whipped? no
Learned any important lessons? im sure
Got a kiss on the cheek? yes
Kissed someone on the lips? yes
Got a kiss on the lips? yes
Considered suicide? no
Gone to a funeral? Yeah my friend Ria's dad
Had to get over someone? no
Cut/dyed your hair drastically? no
Flirted? yea
Been backstabbed? no
Taken somebody's pants off? no
Taken somebody's shirt off? maybe
Missed someone? yeah
Hit someone? yes
Lost/broke something really important to you? no
Cuddled with someone? aww yes
Held hands? yeah
Made out? yes
Broken somebody's heart? no
Been broken hearted? nope
Done something you really regreted? no
laughed so hard that it hurt? a lot
Cried so hard that it hurt? yes
had someone tell you that they like you? yes i have
Got cheated on? no
Cheated on someone? no
Gone on a date? yep
Got dumped? no
Dumped someone? yeah
Made a new screen name? no
Lost a friend? sortof
Gotten any tattoos/piercings? both
Watched porn? yep i watched the paris hilton porn with kyle and jeff
Been in a love/hate relationship? no
Liked someone so much that it hurt? no
Been grounded? no
Killed someone? nono
Died? no
Done something you probably can never take back? yes.
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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
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another cd i've been listening to a lot is tool the lyrics are amazing and the other day i was talking with my sister and she was asking me and telling me about some things that i found odd.
that i make someone feel uncomfortable
well all i have to say about that is
" you need to grow up"
if you read this you know who you are
to me i've moved on and so should you
and here is where tool fits in to the picture
My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded,
and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly.
I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire.
So smell my soul burning.
I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you feed me ...
but I survive on it,
and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
and I feel ugly, and dead inside.
Shit adds up at the bottom.
You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild
what's broken.
Too much, too far, too late to lie down now.
I must arm myself to fight you
by making weapons out of my imperfections.
It's all I have left.
There's no other choice.
I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now.
But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
But I'm dead inside.
You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom.
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lately lyrics have helped
My hands are trembling
And my eyes are on fire
This house is crumbling
Left brain, left out, on the wire
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
My past is perilous
But each scar I bear sings
Monuments to where I have been
And melodies to where I am going
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
When will I see you again?
Still-life can only go so far
I need you in front of me
Saying my name
Saying to me...
"I want you the way you are
You, the way you are"
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
You make me happy
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004
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wow i can't believe november is almost done and gone and soon there will be christmas. right now i'm supposed to be doing research on what college i want to pick but i just don't know yet. i don't know if i want to go far away or close or even leave at all. i got accepted to the schools i wanted but now i have to pick which one . last week me and abby went down to U of I and visited jim amanda and noel that was fun learned a few new drinkin games! then we spent the night at U of I and the next morning we went to eastern that school seems cool i'm glad i applied there.
Thursday made me and jeff two months. its weird how fast that went but yet it seems like it's been longer. probably since we didnt offically started going out until homecoming night. i think i'm starting to fall for this kid. it odd on how people who were so shy to one another can be so comfortable together.he invited me to his work's christmas party...that should be fun considering the fact that all the girls that work there hate me.i never did anything to them ... they just liked jeff and he didn't like them back . they think i took jeff away from them . whatever .
last week i found out that my cousin heather is pregagant that's nuts she's hardly a year older than me .my aunt said she's already 5 months and the next time i'll see her i'll be able to tell.
and again last week my friend jess at school is engaged !!!! she has a ring and everything
well i gotta start on some homework
until next time
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Monday, October 18th, 2004
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2nd quarter of school began today. what fun. i did really well in most of my classes this year. I've started applyin to schools i'm not sure where i wanna go yet ...i'm think U of I for my first choice but i'm gonna apply to most illinois schools.my mom is gonna be moving again this time even farther closer to wisconsin but whatever is the best for her i guess. Time has been going by so fast lately is unbelievable. Today is me and jeff's one month,he's so sweet two months ago i would have never thought this would happen. This weekend was full of work friday i had to work 6-11:30 ,Sat 10-6 during work on sat i saw jessica's cousin jen i guess her husband is going to be working in the osco section of jewel ....i havent seen jessica in such a long time i miss her so much.i dunno what happened i guess a lot stuff was going on with both of us and we just lost touch. sat night jeff picked me up and had a flowers and a teddy bear for me and then we went and saw friday night lights (good movie!)then afterwards we went to mike's house because mickey came home from ISU and we wanted to see and hang out with him. sunday again all work i had open house at my school from 11:30 to 3 and then work 4-11 then i met paul,jeff,abby,kyle,chris,dave and rich up at uncle sams then went to jeff's house afterwards for a little bit then went home by the time i got home was like 12 and i had to do a whole lotta homework...i got work today then i'm off till sunday i'm going to see grude and going to six flags this weekend should be fun... well better go do some hw :( oh well
adois
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Friday, September 17th, 2004
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wow i cant believe homecoming is already here! this week was spirit week...peace pride wha wha!!!i cant wait tomorrow night should be a blast!
well gtg
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Friday, September 10th, 2004
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I'm going on a date tonight!
i'm excited !!!
we're gonna go see wicker park
i get to look at two hott guys at once, my date and josh hartnett!
wish me luck!
-Rhea
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Monday, August 16th, 2004
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| Time: | 1:31 am. |
| Mood: |  crazy. |
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wow
well i really havent wrote anything all summer
theres a week until school starts
summer was fun tho
different but fun
it's had its ups and downs
but hey what doesnt
I did a lot of things this summer i would have never thought i would ever
including the end of may
Las Vegas was AWESOME
i love it there
but watch yourself you could loose your money quick !
the weather was 105 at least every day
thats my kind of weather
my computer is being stupid
i finish writing about the summer another time
until then
if you want to hear the rest of my summer stories in detail
leave comments!
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WHAT AN AWESOME 18TH BIRTHDAY PRESENT THAT WOULD BE!
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